Pleasant day with friends

Hello friends , assalamualaikum, semester 2 began , now it has been 5 days since I've finished my examination . My live start to back to normal as a student with bored schedule and activities everyday 

However, lot of problems occurred , tapi aku tetap diam and tenang walaupun kadang-kadang baran tu timbul juga . Well, aku memang baran , tapi tak seteruk dulu , sorry to say , mulut aku tetap ngak bisa di control , kalau aku marah tetap main cakap , maaf sekali lagi kerana bersikap cakap lepas kalau sebelum-sebelum ini ada yang dah terguris hati dengan aku . 

Tapi kisah aku kali ni bukannya nak bercerita kisah sedih aku mahupun duka aku , tapi aku just nak bercerita pengalaman exam aku , life aku and kehidupan aku dengan kawan-kawan aku . Sepanjang exam , kehidupan tak kelang kabut sangat since study week kami tersangatlah lama , hari-hari makan tidoq ja , sleep at 3 in the morning and woke up at 12 noon , tulah life aku dengan roomates semua sepanjang study week ni , kami bertiga , just me , aziz and hpa while tiya entah hilang ke mana , don't bother about him , dia awal-awal pagi terus hilang tengah malam nanti baru balik . Roomates aku dua orang tu as steady as usual , time study week mana study pun , esok nak exam baru study . Tapi pandai-pandai belako , kita ni , all the time study boleh boleh catch up , mana taknya , berpuluh chapters within 6 months , boleh gila kot aku rasa if tak ada tahap mental physical yang kuat . Even aku sometime tak tido malam sebab nak kena siapkan assignments , lab reports and other works . 

Tapi alhamdulillah , result pertengahan semester agak menyenangkan with flying colour , yeay , alhamdulillah . Orang yang berusaha tuhan akan tetap bagi , tu ja . Kamu malas nak usaha memang tak dapatlah . Just think about your own future's not mine . While I'm here just doing my duty , study and keep on study sampai tepu otak ni habis , namun aku tetap tak mengalah walau macam mana pun . Hidup ni kan sementara , mestilah kita kena tabah walau macam mana pun . Di ambang final exam , life aku hari-hari ikan keli ja , dah lebih kurang setahun aku tak makan nasi , well , nak keep on simpan record ni entah sampai bila , just nak keep on fit sebab tu tak makan nasi , dalam nasikan ada kandungan kanji tinggi which tak bagus untuk pesakit kencing manis and orang nak kurus , tapi kita orang melayu ni mostly mana boleh tahan hidup tanpa nasi , mesti makan nasi juga hari-hari , nasihat aku disini , kalau nak cantik, mesti kena sakit , bila sakit hasrat mesti tercapai , macam tu juga dengan  study, if study ja all the time mesti bosan jugak but somehow in the end akan tetap bagi kejayaan dekat korang , get rid of your phone's , laptop's and others electronic device which can lead you to failure . 

Well , exam ended , life back to normal , moreover I need to take my English test , so I didn't back in Penang yet for two days , I stayed in Gopeng for another two days , but aku sendiri tak tahu nak study apa for English , bukan nak berlagak or riak or what so ever , just English is a common language yang hari-hari dok guna , mestilah dah get used to this language cuma baca format report writing , thats all . Life aku sepanjang dua hari tu sangat sangat sangat awesome sebab relax sambil goyang kaki . So I slept at 3 in the morning while talking to my friends and play game , excited nak balik laaa sebab tu tidoq lambat , almost two months tak balik and tak dapat relax , kiranya habis exam tu macam terus merdekalah . Tapi malangnya kementrian this year macam kurang adil , cipta soalan susah-susah macam nak gagalkan students . They should think something rational toward students so that student boleh berjaya , bukan untuk mengagalkan pelajar . This is life actually , mana pernah adil . There's war between money and politic for sure . 

Life isn't fair at all . Sorry tak terniat nak masukkan politic pun . But luckily I can answered all questions given in the exam paper , however , it depends on our luck neither we will score or not in the end , just wait for the result and keep on waiting till the day come . Well , now I'm back in penang , time to take a break and fully recover from stress , I have all my friends beside me although they're busy but somehow they still can spend their time with me . Thanks anyway . Agak rindu para roomate sekali juga , ye lah , hari-hari makan belajaq tidoq semua sekali, mandi ja lah dak sekali . hahaha, what are they doing right now ? Mysteryyyy . Now I have a new hobby , minum kopi hari -hari tanpa gula , I mean sugar free . Stay fit and keep on fit , haha , tu lah slogan aku . Balik-balik penang , parents , friends even jiran-jiran dok tegoq suruh makan banyak-banyak , since depa kata aku nampak kecut -_- , aku rasa aku ni makin kembang adalah , diet aku sempurna aku rasa sebab aku amalkan makan potato untuk gantikan dengan pengambilan nasi aku . But nasib juga tu , ada hari rasa lapaq tahap gaban , tak tahan juga if all time vegetarian , yes I am vegetarian since 2013 , however , I did eat meats like chicken , beef and so on including fish , aku bukan puasa for keagamaan , just for my own diet to keep on fit . Bila fit ni macam-macam boleh buat bro , penyakit pun tak dapat . 

On the second day of my semester break , I went to penang , I mean island , me and my friends went to Bukit Bendera , yes we all friends and our relationship just as a good friend , tak daknya nak suka ada feeling , just friend . Honestly , I didn't have any crush or girlfriend , please know that . Obviously boleh tahu lah dari segi cara aku . If I say something I really mean it , takdak main-main , well , my friends know me well . So don't simply judge me . Furthermore , I make lot of new friends , uncle trishaw , mamak kedai pelita , uncle basikal , and others , hahah , pengenalan yang singkat but okaylah , agak friendly gak ah walaupun aku sendiri ni orang penang -_-, bukan orang luaq . When I wanted to purchased a ticket untuk naik bukit bendera , penjual ticket tu tanya "Hello, where are you from , Korea , China or Japan ? " Then simply I answered her , " Hi , no , Im just a student from Malaysia and saya anak jati penang " . Well girl , jangan ah rasa semua yang datang tu tourist , sedangkan banyak ja orang penang naik bukit bendera . Since I was niced to her , aku dapat harga student walaupun tak tunjuk student card :p . Then we went for cycling all over tanjung . Me and dore memang hantu cycle terutama aku , cycle tak tengok belakang dah . 

So thats all activities aku yang menarik , lain-lain macam tak menarik sangat macam time aku melawat sekolah and lepak kedai mamak , hahha , tu ja activity aku malam-malam time dengan kawan-kawan selain shisha . Sekian from me , and if terasa maafkan aku ya . The good news is , I'm a new user for Umobile , hello . hahahaha , bye bye . thanks .  

Unintended

Hello friends , today as the time being , I was away from my beloved family , friends and my hometown , for my own future . Semester 1 gonna end soon and its time to take a break after being struggled for 6 months . Everyday , day and night lack of sleep doing proposals , lab reports and calculus , yaa , tbh I'm kinda stress here .

Well , here I might share few of my daily activities , as you my friend wanna know what happening , I mean what did I go through in this 6 months . Here

Morning, 7.30 - 8 : Preparing myself for classes
8.00-4.00 : Classes such as physics practical , chemistry practical and etc
4.00-5.00 : Program for mentor mentee
5.00-6.00 : Eat , walking back at least 1km , relax , solat

Then , my time being extended from 6 to 4am

6.00pm-4.00am : Study , revision , Read books
4.00-7.30 : Sleep

Sometime , I haven't sleep , thinking all the burdens in my head . 15 chapters for physics in this 6 months , or less than 6 months , 7 Chapter for chemistry and 10 chapter for mathematics . Luckily I didn't vomit or eat my book as my roommate said he thought I ate my own book when he woke up in the morning .

Besides , I miss my friends , kawan-kawan zaman sekolah , just certain of them only . Few of them just make me sad . I was stupid last time , I wasted so much time , and now I stronger enough to raise up again and fix my mistakes . However , I've received my Mid Term result and guess what , Alhamdulillah I scored :P and I got band 6 for Muet in this Mid Term test .

Sesugguhnya bukan niat untuk riak , cuma niat untuk memberi rangsangan dan untuk berkongsi segala activities aku . Moreover , I wrote this just for my own diary , but it's okay if you guys wanna read it , I don't mind , cuma jangan mengutuk or comment apa-apa .

Less than 40 days for final and I hope that I can do well , pray for me , Insyallah . New York here we go , ameen , Basmallah . 

Cherish moment

Hello Assalamualaikum , today I've few time to spent with my blog after being busy for the whole year . So from the picture , that's my Gopenghagen , interesting ? Gosh you must be kidding me . I'm so tired , I'm sick of this place and I want to go home , yaa , that's I felt after being here for almost 3 months , but I'm so glad that every two weeks my parents came and fetch me up , because of that , I doesn't miss home damn too much meanwhile I did missed all my buddies , few of them in Melaka , few of them in Perak , few of them in Johor , few of them were not longer in Malaysia , glad that they will be back during raya .

My preparation for raya ? well , I did not enjoyed as last year , this year for me I feel like sacrifice my time for my future , you get what I mean ? I've lack of time , I've lack sleep here , I've lack of relax and I've lack of everything . Besides , everyday I got works to do as an example, lab report , tutor works either it's in physics or chemistry or maths or english , mostly it's give today and we need to past up either by tomorrow or within 2 days , normally we only have 1 day to finish up 40 tutor questions . Having fun ? yaa this is my life for another 220+/- days . Hopefully , I do enjoy after I've finish my one year program here . Besides , my parents did gave me much much much money , so in other word , I did sacrificed my time but in the end I gain something , so the game and the situation still fair as usual . Insyallah I'll perform my umrah few days after I end my program .

So because of that I said I can't even think about raya due to busy . Busiest men have the most leisure . Moreover , its ramadan people , surely peoples are tired during day time and they don't have energies to do works. So they replace their time by taking a nap so do I , yes , TBH I get enough or mucmuchmuch sleep during ramadan since I've finished my class, I went to my room and began to sleep , then , at 7 I woke up and be prepared for buka puasa , thats my life cycle for the whole ramadan during my stay here .

Today , I woke up at 9 due because I slept after fajr . I woke up just because I've physics class , if I'm well heart type of people , sure I'll sleep until the sun perpendicularly on top of our head which means it's in evening because today is a public holiday , besides its such a relax day for us in kmpk . Everyday we got classes from morning to evening whereas if we've extra classes , we need to extend our time from 4pm to 5pm or 6pm . Life a student make me sick actually . So my friends and I planned to stay up all night playing games , watching movies and study , but unfortunately I fall asleep and they spent our cherish moment without me . Seriously after I'm awake at 4 , they still up and playing games . Well known as they have such an owl eyes I guess. Luckily I fall asleep , if not , sure I will be very sleepy during lessons . I'm back to my room at 1 and guess what , they were about to sleep , which mean they will be up at 7 again , and sure I'm all alone now , well , I can study and can concentrate on my studies , yesss , so well goodbye , wanna read books and sleep , byeee peps    

Does friendships end ?

Hello friends , assalamualaikum , this entry ditulis khas for my beloved friends or I assumed as my second family other than my real family 

Well , friend we had so much fun together , semua kita lalui sama-sama sejak dua menjak ni . Susah senang pun kita sekali , tapi bila difikirkan , apa akan berlaku dalam tempoh masa yang akan datang ? cuba kita renungkan. Adakah persahabatan kita akan kekal atau hilang begitu sahaja ? Sepertinya baru semalam sahaja aku menemukan kalian , macam semalam saja aku baru mengenali kalian tapi hakikatnya sudah bertahun aku mengenal diri kalian , dah diibaratkan keluar dah selain ibu bapa aku . Friends , well , I hereby to write something here so that it can be read by all of us and so that I can share our precious moment and friendships to the world so that they know my friends so that they know my real bestfriends so that they know my brother and my sister . Mungkin yang perempuan selepas ini aku menemukan pasangan masing-masing , mungkin ada yang akan berkahwin tak lama lagi , adakah ikatan itu akan memisahkan persahabatan kita ? I would give everything so that I can turn my past and hold the time so that it will not fly away as its already flew by the time being , in the end , I'm sad , in the end I cried , in the end I miss our precious moment . Friend , what are friend for ? to help each other right ? Yes , terima kasih atas jasa kalian , atas masa kalian luangkan bersama aku , lepas ni mungkin tidak kesampaian dah kenangan tu , perkara hanya akan berlaku sekali sahaja . As kita tahu , ada kenangan yang patut kita simpan dan ada kenangan yang patut kita lupakan . Ingat lagi time kita susah sekali dulu ? time kita study sekali ? time kita menangis sekali ? time kita buat masalah sekali ? ingat lagi ? kita selalu lepak pantai sama-sama , kita selalu lepak shisha sama-sama , yes , kita luangkan masa kita , kita shared masalah kita sekali supaya beban kita berkurangan . Tapi sekarang masa dah berlalu , masa dah makan segala kenangan indah kita , kita pun dah takkan jumpa selalu macam sekarang ni , kita pun dah sibuk dengan kerja masing-masing , kita pun ada cita-cita kita sendiri dan kita pun ada hidup kita sendiri , tak banyak hendak aku katakan di masa yang singkat ni , cuma cukup sekadar aku wujud di ingatan korang walaupun aku dah tak ada lepas ni , walaupun aku hilang lepas ni , tapi aku tetap merindui korang , aku tetap tahu akan perkembangan korang , just don't worry about me , I'm everywhere . Kini , masa pun dah singkat untuk kita duduk sama-sama , cakap dan sembang sekali , malah , mungkin beberapa hari yang lepas mungkin kali terakhir kita berjumpa , mungkin juga kali yang terakhir buat kita selama-lamanya . Di kesempatan ini , aku just nak minta ampun sekali lagi , seluruh jiwa raga meminta ampun yang tidak terbalas atas budi dan kenangan yang kita simpan bersama , atas kesempatan ini juga aku nak perkatakan yang aku rindu korang , bukan senang untuk kita berkumpul sekali , bukan senang untuk kita berjumpa , aku just rindu akan kenangan kita pertama kali jumpa , mungkin dizaman sekolah , di zaman tuisyen. Adakah kenangan ini akan dibiarkan dan terus hilang begitu sahaja ? Aku tetap menghargai persahabatan ini tanpa mengira darjat , apa gunanya darjat dan pangkat , adakah ia dibawa mati ? TAK . Ya Allah , Ya Rabb , please take care of them , please let them succeed in the future , please give them strength , wealth and health , please further their ages , please forgive them , please put me in their heart whenever and where ever I be , please make me the best in their heart as we will be friends forever and ever . I love you guys very much you're my everything . Without you guys , I'm nothing other than my families . With doa and hope , we will keep in touch forever . Aku rindu saat kita mula berkenalan , saat kita mula bertegur sapa , saat kita mengila sekali , saat kita bertengkar , semua tu dah berlalu , sekejap saja kan masa berlalu , pantasnya tuhan pinjamkan kita masa bersama kenangan kita bersahabat . Adakah aku melupaimu wahai sahabat ? Aku tetap mengenang mu dalam hidup aku walau sesibuk manapun kehidupan aku , sesibuk mana urusan aku , korang tetap berada bersama aku , mungkin hari ini persahabatan kita ni tidak ternilai seperti intan permata , insyallah di hari kelak ia akan menjadi bayangan kerinduan di lubuk hati korang , ia akan menjadi sangat berharga di suatu masa nanti . Ingat pesan aku wahai sahabat , dimana kita berada sentiasa ingat tuhan , dimana kita berada ingat akan kedua ibu bapa kita , ingat akan jasa mereka dan pengorbanan mereka , fikir akan kesusahan dan kepayahan mereka mendidik dan membesarkan kita , suatu ketika nanti kita juga akan mempunyai anak-anak dan masa itulah kita sendiri akan berada ditempat ibu bapa kita , merasakan keperitan mereka berusaha dan bertitik peluh untuk mendidik kita , balas jasa mereka , kesiankan mereka , dan doakan mereka , ingat doa anak yang soleh dan solehah bawa ke mati . Begitu jugalah sahabat , kita perlu jaga perasaan masing-masing , tutur kata yang sopan akan mengekalkan persahabatan ukwah dan silaturahim sesama kita . Sesungguhnya kalau aku dapat putarkan masa , satu dunia akan ku cari sumbernya . Ingat walaupun kita berjaya nanti , kawan-kawan sekeliling jangan dilupakan , malah kita akan tetap berkawan selamanya , insyallah , aku akhirkan kata aku dengan assalamualaikum , jaga diri masing-masing , doakan kesejahteraan masing-masing , belajar elok-elok dan terus berjaya di masa kelak dan banggakan ibu bapa kita .